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Don't Deny Subconsciousness
by xander-man
( Male from NY, USA )

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ughhh feeling guilty
02-03-12 08:38 AM

my assistant on thurs & fridays was sooooooooo nasty towards me my first month or two working here (starting in october)... i'm a friggin' nice guy!  it really made me upset, like 'what did i do?  why all these bad vibes towards me?'  she was fine towards the other staff members.

since christmas-time though she's made a complete 180... now we're like bff's, although in my head i still can't help but think 'man you were such a mean-ass bitch!'

todayyyyyyyyy i just got her whole story from her about how her husband (whom she married a year or so ago) has a friggin slowly-growing brain tumor that is slowly paralyzing him bit by bit.... and how they pay approx $3500 per MONTH for medical costs for drugs etc. just to keep him alive.

ughhhhh.... so now i feel kind of guilty.

~xander-man



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Comments:

by 4myeyesonly, 02-03-12 10:13 AM   
Ouch. I hate it when stuff like that happens. I wonder what's made her 180 though if she's still in the same situation.
by xander-man, 02-03-12 11:10 AM   
i mean all i can figure is i just killed her with kindness you know, and she eventually came around. i think at this dental clinic in the past there were some a-hole dentists who thought they were all-that... i'm not that way, so i think it just took a while to realize that.
by sweetstrawberry, 02-03-12 12:46 PM   
wow, how do people afford to pay medical bills like that?
by xander-man, 02-03-12 01:06 PM   
i don't know, and it makes me sick... life is great but it certainly isn't always fair.
by karabeara, 02-03-12 03:25 PM   
yikes, good reminder that maybe some dickheads and bitches actually have a REASON that they are that way (though there are still plenty of a-holes that are just a-holes).
by xander-man, 02-03-12 04:05 PM   
agreed kara!
by gorgeousnfilthy, 02-04-12 02:51 AM   
that's seriously so awful

   

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