I'm so sore. I'm trying to exercise more and pick back up the weight lifting to build some muscle. Ouchy!

I'm starting to severely despise going to my full-time job. I want to LEAVE! I hate it there. If I could find a stable merchandising job then I would leave in a heartbeat. I heart merchandising:) I get to learn new skills all the time and travel. It's the bestest. LOL!

I paid my car off. But I'm sort of nervous about my title. Apparently, Wells Fargo likes to hold your title for forever and you have to fight with them to get it. I don't regret buying the car, because I really needed one, but I'm not sure it's the right car for me. I feel like it doesn't fit me. I almost want to trade it in. But I know people would judge me if I did that. I should just be thankful that I was able to have the funds to not pay on it for the rest of my life. Speaking of funds, my mom is giving me some money. Well, it's money she would have left to me anyway if something happened to her. I don't want to think about that though. I told her I don't know why we can't cross that speed bump when we get to it. She keeps telling me not to use any money to try and pay her med bills and keep her alive.... blah, blah. I told her that's not something I wanted to discuss because it makes me SO VERY SAD. I know my mom and I have our ups and downs, but God, I love her more than anything. She is truly my rock and I'm so blessed to have such a strong woman in my life.

Well, with the Immigration Law in effect now, a lot of people I know want to move, are moving, or are just scared of what will happen to them since they don't have proper documentation to be here. I don't know how I feel about it really. I do feel somewhat sad, because it really influences everything. That's what many supporters don't want to admit. I can't help that spoiled Americans don't want to work half of the time and think they're too good to take menial jobs. Hey, it's a job. Be glad you can work and have one!!