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Time to know what real life is...
by stupid r. girl
( 23, Female , AIM SN: Stupid R. Girl, MSN Passport: 63#2535203 )

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My last mail to him that I'll never send
04-12-11 11:41 PM

I wish you were by my side,


I wish we had a chance.


I wish it wasn’t just for two weeks,


I wish our happiness would never end.


I wish I could promise you a lot of things that you want to hear…


But I can’t. Because I’m afraid you’ll be hurt if something goes wrong.


I never wanted to hurt you… and I’m sorry if I did.


I hardly tried to put everything in the past,


I tried to erase you from my mind,


But I couldn’t. Because actually I don’t want to do it at all


Though realize it would be easier.


I don’t have enough words to describe how great I felt with you,


I don’t have enough tears to cry out all the pain which still poisons my life.


Everyday I ask myself the same questions but there is no answer…


I’ve got only hopes and dreams… but they don’t help.


I just want to be with you. Is it so much that I ask life about?


If it’s that much, and I don’t deserve it,


So I wish to see you at least once again in my life.


I have no idea if there’s any sense in my confession,


I just want you to know it. And I hope all it was already clear for you.


Current Mood: Frustrated 

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Comments:

by beatrix kiddo, 04-13-11 12:00 AM   
Hate when you can't say something to someone you love :(
by mymindholdsthekey, 04-14-11 12:14 AM   
I'm sorry....love is a hardship.

   

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