I had a date yesterday. It only made me feel that I still want to be with him, only with him.
That guy was nice but... There are a lot of "but"!!! That guy is not he. And HE is still the best for me.
I don't have any feelings to him, our love is gone... I almost forgot him.
But I compare any other guy with him. And I feel very very sad realising that I will never feel so great again.
Our time together was amazing... I wanted to choose him, I wanted him to be my one...
But he made his choice. He rejected me.
And it doesn't matter if we ever meet again.
It means that we just don't belong together. And this is a simple answer for all the questions I had.
The worst thing is that I don't even dream to meet another love... I only make myself think I'll do.