My room is a fucking icicle!


So I talked to Seth yesterday,
I always liked talking to him,
and lately I have been thinking about him.
We only met twice,
but it feels like we've known each other forever.
We never did anything either,
it was too awkward during hoedown except for a hug... I don't usually like being hugged or picked up (he did both that day)
What happened during Hoedown Days kind of runs through my head sometimes....
Like a movie. A weird ass movie.

The first night I got my ex's number, Logan.
His uncle decided to give it to me saying I was the best girlfriend Logan had and we should date again,
I told him we should have just stayed friends and that's all I wanted.
He said maybe some day we would date again.
No.

That was the first day/night it wasn't exciting.

The second day Courtney got to come down from her Caledonia life and we hung out during the day,
We went swimming then she went home,
I saw Loren and he was looking for a fuck buddy,
I explained to him saying basically he was ugly and that I would never let him put anything in me.
Then he left and I went to the fest grounds (drinking area for adults)
That's when Seth texted me asking where I was,
I told him and then we met.
The first thing out of anything this guy could say to me,
"Your shorter than what I thought."
I know this.
I'm only 5 feet tall, maybe a little more but not much, so yes I am short,
his friend said fun sized and motioned a midget.
Then he asked for a hug, I was okay with it.
We talked for a bit then went our seperate ways,
after he hugged me again and decided to lift me up.
I have two reactions for people picking me up,
1. Scream
2. Wrap my legs around
I didn't scream...
The rest of that day consisted of drinking and some other random stuff, I ran into Seth a few more times,
hung out with an old friend,
we walked down the street talking about how our kids are going to run into each other too,

The last day was super boring,
I got sunburn finally and watched a parade,
went to the dance that night with my friend Lauryn,
then went home and slept for 1249037894732 hours.


Overall that was a good weekend,
Seth brought up hoedown this year,
he wants to do shit but I don't know....
If we only see each other during hoedown,
who said I was going to be here every hoedown after this.
I don't want to just do shit once and never see him again.
Urg!

But he wouldn't drop the soap for me.