I have been going through a lot this week and only a bit of it was shared.
Mostly, I have been sad because of the whole Lance thing.
I can't get over him and its driving me insane.
Why the hell do I have to get feelings for someone so fast??!?!?!?!

Then I still talk to him,
whatever about that though...
I decided to stalk his fb page
(that was a stupid idea)
The other girl that he was talking to before he broke up with me...
pretty sure they are dating or something is going to go on between them?
I don't know and I just got super upset about it again.
I'm not going to cry though,
I won't let myself cry over him anymore.




In other news,
my parents are getting me a credit card thing for my application of colleges =)
Sooo happy about that.
They are letting me apply for Florida. (thank god)
I am also going to apply for a few colleges close by too (for mom)
And the other colleges thing is for dad.

My mom said she doesn't want me to go so far away but my dad is saying he wants me to go somewhere that I want to go and actually apply for other colleges.
I mean I want to apply for more but I just can't push myself to do it.


I also had my cast party today (last time for One-Act =/)
That's sad but I had SO much fun.
I will have to be in plays in college (wherever I may go)
Acting is something I just can't give up.
Its a passion...
Not nearly as much as writing though.


I also wrote my story =)